BRAVO i got the good news

waited 4 so long
finally
i could
saying goodbye to all the things here

I'M GOING TO HKU NEXT SEMESTER
BRAVO
I CANT WAIT
FOR THE NEXT 2 YEARS

a new life
baby
what can i say

i'm really getting closer to my dream
first if HK
then i'm going to UK
i'm coming to LONDON
for my Arsenal!!!

at least i know what i want

it cant be more clear
if u ever come back and talk to me

i'm not sure about everything
but one thing i can be sure is that
we cant go back to before
we cant be together again

just suppose that
if this happen, which has a very small probability
the answer is no

i've changed
i moved on alone
all by my self
i used to get lost
i tried my best to stay him
he still said no
i know it is hard
but now there's nothing left there
only memory
the illusion of i love him

i'm sorry
but this aint gonna happen my baby
not even acquaintance
not even somebody i know

there's a time vortex between
millions of light years away
i let go already
baby

it's true
i have love you.

I'm sorry i still keep my promises to you

i still keep my promises to you.
it's been almost 4years.

i dont know if i will ever c u again.
and i dont know how long can i keep my promises.

a few years more or forever.
i dreamed bout u last night
it's not the first time.
there are a lot before.

i've always think about u will come back to find me.
but u never.

i dont know where u are.
i wish to hear ur voice
i wish to c u face 2 face.

i never stop thinkin of u.
i just cant let go
I've tried so many times to forget about u
forget about us.

but i just cant
i just cant

but u wont
u r already gone
i may never c u again my love

but i really love u
it's true
i never lie
i wish to start all over again.

but it seems impossible.
sorry my love
my first love.
i still keep my promises to u.

finally come the easter special of DW

that's just a long wait
from last year's xmas to this easter
but finally
finally
finally
11th apr is coming
what can i say.
i'll watch it later
kinda busy these days.

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some memory bout high school
but it's just a memory.
i'm all grown up now.
im 19
i know i cant forget but ive already moved on
time cant be reversed.
even though i may fall into a time vortex
but my mind cant be reversed.

that all
keep everything to the good memory is the best way

i dont like people judge me

mama called today...
she saw my essay..
and she said i should write some more reference
i dont know
i feel very unhappy
so i said byebye

i have to say that
the resource is limited
i have that 7 page essay
should be good enough

i really dont know
sometimes i think that i know
but the truth is that i dont like people judge me
i think i am always right

no
just forget that

i swim today
got some earache


i dont like life here
there's no water during days..
only after 6
theres water supply
sucks
i have no appetite
life sucks

really sucks...

i suddenly remember the dog i saw in summer 2006

it was i went to a damn place in that summer
just before the last year in high school
i was desperate
really desperate
but what can i do?

seems like no one else understand me
i can hardly eat
i can hardly speak anything
i dont think they were trying to help me

but that moment i saw a dog
i wasnt frightened at all
i looked into his eyes
i saw something there
like we knew each other long time ago
we just look at each other like that for several mintues


i saw sadness in his eyes
he was desperate
i dont know what to do
tears fill my eyes

I AM NOT FRIGHTENED

I am not frightened
I am not frightened of anything
The more I suffer, the more I love
Danger will only increase my love
It will sharpen it
It will give it spice
I will be the only angel u need
U will leave life even more beautiful than u entered it
heaven will take u back and look at u and say
only one thing can make a soul complete
and that thing is love
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i am still questioning myself have i ever loved someone
i still dont have the answer
once the feeling is so real
but suddenly it can be so unreal
i dont know if i am dreaming or not

but i am the faith in god
he will lead me to the right way
to the right life
to the right man
he is the light
he is the lord
he is always there
i know
he is