Now that britney is back, there's no reason for me to quit

With her new album CIRCUS and Arsenal with the new captain Cesc, they are really doing amazing. Facing the final exams and the interview, there's no way to holding back anything. Though under pressure, i can't give up. It's not even half way yet. Think about it, if i got the chance to go to london last year, now it is also the time for interview. Inevitablely, i have to work hard. And i am going to achieve it. Just wait and see. Everyone is doing his best to help me. Father had already give me a mock interview, and this weekend, my father's friend is going to have another interview the following weekend. And me course, mother is always there to support, help me in everyway. IT IS NOT HALF WAY YET, THERE'S NO REASON TO QUIT:-)

It can't be him

But the truth is him.:-( i don't know what to say. It is complicated. More than 3 years have passed, i don't know why i still can't shake those memories. It is just so hard. I feel frustrated. He constantly appears in my dream. Why did i think about him when i feel helpless?

JONAS BROTHERS

i remember that i saw a really cute band a few years ago on MTV

i thought they were 30 seconds to mars

but the fact is that they are JONAS BROTHERS

just awesome

YEAR 3000

rock!!

love

i dont know if i still have the ability to fall in love again

sometimes i just wish i was one of the diva in those touching love movies

like tatanic, the notebook, pearl harbour

there will be a man who could just always be there for me

i guess there is no such man in real life

they are just some characteristic in fictions

right at this moment

i have to ask myself 

WHAT IS LOVE?

and

WHERE IS LOVE?

it has been so long since last time

i don't even know what is love

i was so young

like i just dont even know what love is

how can i go so close with him those years..

funny

whatever...

but there will be that special person right?

at least i believe

one guy who goes crazy everytime sees me

right?

and i am crazy 2

surely there will be this guy

i thought i may never have child all my life

cos it's horrible

but if that is someone i really love

if i marry him

and i really love him

i do want kids...

see

this is how people change

don't tell me LONDON is just a dream

don't tell me that
i have faith in myself
london is not a dream
but why i have the feeling that everything is fading
tell me why

Tired

Stomache:-(

there's no way to forgive him

really no way

because he did those things to me last year

killing my London dream

i just can't forgive him

though he may help me with my interview now

there's no way i could do this

yes

my ear ache today:(