irrationality course arrangement

without a course about Ordinary differential equation

jump soooo much to the partial differential equation

that make the course more difficult

so much different between my school and MIT

i c the reason why MIT is a world top school

they r really awesome

this makes me think about that again

why u broke my dream

I may could go to CAMBRIDGE

WHY WHY WHY??????

U DAMN FUCKING LIFE DESTROY...

havent u done enough?????????

u know HOW MUCH i wanna go to britain

there is no reason for u to stop me 

u just thought that I choose this is the best for u

because u can show off when u havin meals with ur colleagues and friends

u never care my feelings

i know i am jealous

of those people who can go abroad

i wanna be the best

but it just i am not now

i am still me

right?

tell me?

forget about it...