there's no way to forgive him

really no way

because he did those things to me last year

killing my London dream

i just can't forgive him

though he may help me with my interview now

there's no way i could do this

yes

my ear ache today:(

为什么总是我的错？

小时候培优班的学费

现在是奖学金

难道是我的命运吗？？

出了事情总是怪我

是我的理解力有问题吗？

到底该怎么样？

就像你当年说分手

我们还是好朋友一样？

只是安慰我的一句话吗？

你知道那天我转身是哭着跑开的吗？

你知道你生日那天

我们的对话

伤了我多深吗？

你知道

我一直都放不下你吗？
你知道

其实我一直都没有再恋爱吗？

你知道

我一直都在等你开口和我说话吗？

你知道我一直喜欢的都是你吗？

对不起这3个字

我不想再听到

我好像有人抱抱我

我也是个女人

我也有脆弱的一面

我真的希望

在你面前

i could bare my soul

我可以不用假装anything

i could be the real me

我好像你抱着我

整个世界只有我们

对不起。

我真的很希望

那个夏天

我们还在一起

伤心的时候

总是想到你

因为

我哭了

你总可以安慰我

让我笑

过去的事情

为什么要那么美好

irrationality course arrangement

without a course about Ordinary differential equation

jump soooo much to the partial differential equation

that make the course more difficult

so much different between my school and MIT

i c the reason why MIT is a world top school

they r really awesome

this makes me think about that again

why u broke my dream

I may could go to CAMBRIDGE

WHY WHY WHY??????

U DAMN FUCKING LIFE DESTROY...

havent u done enough?????????

u know HOW MUCH i wanna go to britain

there is no reason for u to stop me 

u just thought that I choose this is the best for u

because u can show off when u havin meals with ur colleagues and friends

u never care my feelings

i know i am jealous

of those people who can go abroad

i wanna be the best

but it just i am not now

i am still me

right?

tell me?

forget about it...