cerebral concussion

what i remember?

i don't mean that i have a cerebral concussion, but him

that was about April, 2005.

he crashed into somebody else...

he haven't come to school for about a week.

i was telling him that i want to go to his house to c him

but he refused

after he came back

he had a black eye..

i remember on that monday he came back to school

he walked me home

holdin hands together

that was actually sweet

whatever these r just memories...

some sweet memories

just like back when i was in WUHAN

we usually go out on FRIDAY AFTERNOON

more than half the class

but after i left 

i never go out with classmate anymore

though sometimes i may go out with my friends

just 1 or 2

never so much people, like more than 20

sometimes i was thinkin that maybe it is that changing a new place make me lock myself inside

but the time i feel the change is in high school

i don't wanna hide but he did change me a lot

i can say that he changed me a loti

n many ways

actually after these years i know that i grow up a lot

more mature than i was 15

i may think a lot before i do someting 

so much changed maybe that is the reason i can't make things go back

and i could tell that I AM HEAL!

all the pain is gone

for sure

what has left is only those sweet times we spent together

i won't expect to c him one day

maybe this is what called destiny

;)

what we ever had is enough

i won't deny everything

all i know is that i loved him