passing my high school, those thoughts flow back

thousands of thoughts...

suddenly flow back

i haven't go back over these years.

really

those things still there

time did heal those pains

thinking back 

i only have one question now

DID WE REALLY LOVED?

I wonder if that is called love...

i have no answer

whatever

just forget about all that 

maybe it is just that i never had a father caring for me and i was thinking that maybe he could give me something i wanted from man

anyway i now know that i should be strong

there is no one i could rely on except mom

she is always that one

she is always there for me

all these years

even when i abandon her

she was still there

just memories sometimes hunting me

but not any more from now