i feel nothing when i see handsome guys

i am doubting whether i have the ability to fall in love again

it's been more than 3 years

i havent fall in love since then

i don't know where it went wrong

but at least i wanna make sure i could start all over again

is it because i havent met someone that i could fall

or that my heart has already dead

always some sweet dreams

always dreams...

what can't it just be real

i remember that guy called kevin...

just the same name of the guy in my first ever story....

he was really hot...

but that is not true

but those kissing really feels good....

damn....

who long do i have to wait???

score is not important improvement is important

the result is not improtant

it is important that i learn something all the way

RIGHT?

i don't get an A for all drawing assignment...

i feel sad

others seems have A+s As and A-s

but for me 

there is only B B- C C-

:(

I worked hard

but the result is not what i want

is that work hard than i could get what i want

i want a higher score

:(

i feel sad

but wait 

mechanics of materials 

mid term exam i got 85

that is good right?

anyway

i don't know

recently i feel so uncertain about the future...

i don't know why

just the feeling...

i start to use mobile to be online

opera mini is kinda cool

:D

cesc captain and fran is likely to be added to the squad.

GOOD NEWS

cesc definitely should be captain

and fran

go fran

anyway good luck arsenal

i don't know who can trust...

my life is such a mess

i don't know who i can trust

i wish i never grow up

i never had things bother me like this when i was like 4 or 5

i was happy

anyway

what i learn recently is that 

i ned to face the truth

like i can never get full score in my exams

and arsenal can never win title with kids..

that is the truth...

and what i can do is ACCEPCT it

whatever..

i found someone visiting my blog...

it is wierd 

nearly no one know the address

and i don't want people know my blog

because i don't want others know much about me

who is that person?

i am curious

:P

arsenal arsenal why can i say?

people starting to question Wenger

i remember a forenight ago i saw a poll on dailymail

who will be the next manager to get sacked

wenger is on top

is it wenger's fault that we get 4 trophyless season

we can't win with "kids"...

i don't know

loudmouth gallas is not captain now

dailymail said that CESC is the new captain

actually that is what i think

cesc should be captain

but beaten by city..

0-3

i dont know what to say...

arsenal

league title is now impossible

but is there a chance in cup?

let's wait...

that does not make sense

they got last years exam paper

and this year

the problem is almost the same

even the numerical value

speechless