always some fantasic things that attract me

go abroad is always what i want
US, Britain...
i always imagine if i went to London last year, what will i become



i really have no idea
after 2 years in college
i kinda lost myself in every way
i wanna what i could achieve
cos i am losing my faith
Civil Engineering is some thing i've never thought of 1 year ago
i still doubt if it is the right choice.
one year ago i was thinking about IC
now all my mind is about HKU...
MIT, Caltech, UC...
all seems so far...
i can't even dream about those anymore
where is the future?
i can't see one...
i still can't just get off those memories
like him.
like last year...
how come i become such a person?

early winter

gwen Stefani
i remember the first time i heard her song, she was still in No doubt...
than her first album LAMB
what you waiting for

cool
this song is that summer 2005, the year i had the hardest time during that summer vacation.

i can never be as cool as gwen
i can't pretend nothing happened
forget about friends
it's just bullshit
we are nothing now
it's like everything is going away a long time
i admit it was sweet
but it was over
and i know it will over
we cant be forever
nothing last forever
i know this
but why i still felt so sad

i did had a bad day went back in Sept, 2005
i thought u too
but how come you get things pass so easy
i even said that u don't love me any more
u said that love is too tired
why?
why?
how?
how?
i don't believe
i cried
i screamed
i was desperate
BUT NOW
I TELL MYSELF EVERYDAY
LOVE IS NOT HIM
LOVE IS ME
LOVE IS MORE THAN THAT
he is not that person
i knew it
i knew it
but i just can't shake those memories
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Daniel Powter is just awesome
stop the talk
walk the walk

i swear i'll go to bed befor 12 everyday

this is a serious problem. i need to pay attention to my health.

so this is my rule
go to bed everyday before 12.
eat 3 meals a day.

hot n' cold

on the edge of break down
if you could just take me away
only for 1 second
to hold your hand
to feel you near...
since that day you walk out my door...
i can feel u nowhere
and i know that i am barely hanging on
without you by my side
i have to face everything on my own
i don't know if i could achieve anything
i tried every way to forget u
but i just couldn't cos i cant pretend those never happened...


my roommate didn't come back for a week
i heard that she's about to leave
prepared for IELTS
she wanna go to Canada..
i am a little allergy to Canada ...

The all american rejects

I remember the first time listen to their song MOVE ALONG on MTV in 2005. And later their single IT ENDS TONIGHT. Feel so much about those lines WHEN DARKNESS TURNS TO LIGHT IT ENDS TONIGHT. And this morning suddenly listen to STRAITJACKET FEELING, So many feelings flow out. RUN AWAY THIS TIME WITHOUT U. 2005 i was feeling that so much. Tell me it is already over. But why i still dream about him saturday. It ends when i don't even give him all my love. It ends the moment that i am falling deeper and deeper for him. But why? Tell me why, why goodbye? I love u...no, i loved you...

i drive myself crazy

it's an old song
but it is awesome
from the boy group n' sync

Everything is about to end.

Next monday will be the english writing test. Final exams are coming. The interview , which i regard one of the most important tasks in my life won't be far. Anyway, things are keeping getting better.:)