who knew

the last kiss i'll cherish

until we meet again

i will cherish every moment we ever had

cos we'll never meet again

whatever the reason we fall apart finally

and theres no way to turn back time

i just wish u could pretend we were some kinda good friend

but it's all over..

forget about it

why is him?

lying in the bed we used to

the sheet was the same as those days.

mom changed that for me

suddenly those memory flowed

time went back to 2005

i was 15

i got the best present that year

it doesn't matter what is the present

what matter is the person who gives u 

sometimes i still reminisce especially when i watch couples holding hands walking together

why is him again?

holding hands together

he walked me home...

just why

we kissed

why is him who appear in my dream?

it ends 3 years ago

everything ended long time ago

why is him still haunting me?

i should have already get over them

i cant forget.

why forget?

i was wrong that was not the last

i wrote something last week 

i decided that was the last piece i wrote about u

I WAS SO WRONG

there will never be the end

u & me

though we r apart now

if i could have one chance

if u could just pretend for 1 day

that is enough for me

let me feel it one more time

just tell u 

u r not so far.

boyfriend

mom and I talked about BOYFRIEND today

i haven't really talked to her about everything happened 4 years ago

all the first times

SHE told me not to fall so easily

i don't know how to tell her

i was once in love with a boy

and we did so much crazy things

all those things i don't know how to say

i never really tell her the relastionship between us

she still thought we were just gooood friends

but we have actually cross that line

i am sorry

i am not such a good girl

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PATD said that EMO IS BULLSHIT

i don't know

i know that PATD is awesome

i can't say anything

more

i don't know what to say

EMO is not BULLSHIT

at least secondhand serenade's songs made think about a lot about before

i don't know what to say

all these story seems too long

but suddenly it seems too short

everything's gone

he is gone

so long ago

老师，您真的就这样离开了？

真的就这样离开了？

我说不上我对执信有多有感情。。。

因为同学聚会我基本不去

毕业之后

我也没有再回去过

昨天晚上快12点的时候

敏敏发了短信给我。。

佩佩...老聂...

就这样离开了？

why do all good things come to end？

和当年大梁走的一样突然

大梁是糖尿病。。

医生诊断的结果是感冒，就给她打葡萄糖，如果我没记错的话，这是陆志成说的。。。

没有几天，大梁就离开了

多好的老师啊

虽然初2的时候

大梁不教我们了。。。

很复杂的心情

其实去年校运会的时候我想和废曲一起回去的

但是那天刚好是院运会，抽不出时间

今年我是准备回去的。。。

想看看那些老师

那些可爱的人们

虽然有些老师我不喜欢

但毕竟，在那里6年

总有一些感情的吧

就像武汉一样

8年了，我一直都没有回去

只是很想以前的同学

儿时的朋友

幼儿园的伙伴们

我不知道该怎么形容

离开多年的感觉

是不是不会再回去了？

是不是就这样结束了一切

那边的一切，现在好陌生

记忆开始有些模糊了

眼睛也开始有些模糊了

是不是从今天开始

我要学会承受这里亲爱的人们离开的痛苦

是不是我还没有经历过亲人的离开

不知道这些痛苦

我能够像doctor一样

用那音速螺丝刀，一按，让人从新活过来吗？

或者像超人一样

把地球转一下

改变历史。。。

i ain't doctor 

i ain't superwoman

i really need some strong beat to keep me away from those pain

CAN U ROCK MY WORLD?

my high school maths teacher passed away

T_T

tears in my eyes...

prayers for my lovely teacher

always

i miss u....