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Saturday, 11 October 2008

no premier league this weekend

international game this week...............

Estonia v Spain, October 11th, Belgium v Spain, October 14th.
i hope cesc not start all these 2 games, otherwise he'll be 2 tired 
we have the home game again EVERTON next sunday...
just hope to win....
good luck to THEO....
wish a hat trick

Friday, 10 October 2008

littlest things

lily allen's song......
really feel something...



"Littlest Things"

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?



i don't know why..it just remind me of him....
i never really forget him

i don't know what to do with those memories
watching people around me have that one with them
i don't know what to say, what to do
just that is gone
it's gone
i won't c him again
but he always has a place in my heart i know this and i won't deny what happened that year. the best time of my life, with him
i was so happy but now i feel so lonely
sometimes i just wish i could just pretend if only just for one moment, just hold my hand. that is enough,tell me, he always love me.
that is enough....

i am so fuckin tired

damn

assignments...
deadline monday....
fuck 
can i just got sometime Off?

Thursday, 9 October 2008

IT SEEMS GOOD!!!

maths....

i start to understand those FOURIER SERIES
DIFFUSION EQUATION
that's good!!!
keep on!!!
i love u!!

and it seems no one can help
something it just needs me to get down there to finish.

NOW it is hard for me to trust anyone
AM I RUNNIN IN THE WAY THAT MY PARENTS DESIGNED FOR ME?
i know this is not what i want
i don't like civil.
i LOVE biology
i love mixing things
i don't know...

i've always imagine my life if i went to LONDON last year
i know that i wanna do something related to sports.
but now is just different..............

Tuesday, 7 October 2008

MICHAEL PHELPS' GF?





IS THIS REALLY HIS GF?
i don't know what 2 say....
OMG...

Saturday, 4 October 2008

TAMARA ROJO my fav ballerina

my fav pic...
i know her from a tv show...
she was doing interview with my dear CESC
principal dancer of ROYAL BALLET
AWESOME ballerina...
i love her...

Wednesday, 1 October 2008

passing my high school, those thoughts flow back

thousands of thoughts...

suddenly flow back
i haven't go back over these years.
really
those things still there
time did heal those pains
thinking back 
i only have one question now
DID WE REALLY LOVED?
I wonder if that is called love...
i have no answer

whatever
just forget about all that 
maybe it is just that i never had a father caring for me and i was thinking that maybe he could give me something i wanted from man
anyway i now know that i should be strong
there is no one i could rely on except mom
she is always that one
she is always there for me
all these years
even when i abandon her
she was still there

just memories sometimes hunting me
but not any more from now