littlest things

lily allen's song......

really feel something...

"Littlest Things"

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing

Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'

And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's

All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses

I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood

I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could

We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt

I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]

Dreams, Dreams

Of when we had just started things

Dreams of you and me

It seems, It seems

That I can't shake those memories

I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there

I know it sounds lame but its so true

I know its not right, but it seems unfair

That the things are reminding me of you

Sometimes I wish we could just pretend

Even if only for one weekend

So come on, Tell me

Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed

Watching DVD's

When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines

You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers

As if we ever needed anything to entertain us

the first time that you introduced me to your friends

and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand

when I was feeling down, you made that face you do

There's no one in the world that could replace you

[Chorus]

Dreams, Dreams

Of when we had just started things

Dreams of me and you

It seems, It seems

That I can't shake those memories

I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there

I know it sounds lame but its so true

I know its not right, but it seems unfair

That the things reminding me of you

Sometimes I wish we could just pretend

Even if only for one weekend

So come on, Tell me

Is this the end?

i don't know why..it just remind me of him....

i never really forget him

i don't know what to do with those memories

watching people around me have that one with them

i don't know what to say, what to do

just that is gone

it's gone

i won't c him again

but he always has a place in my heart i know this and i won't deny what happened that year. the best time of my life, with him

i was so happy but now i feel so lonely

sometimes i just wish i could just pretend if only just for one moment, just hold my hand. that is enough,tell me, he always love me.

that is enough....

cerebral concussion

what i remember?

i don't mean that i have a cerebral concussion, but him

that was about April, 2005.

he crashed into somebody else...

he haven't come to school for about a week.

i was telling him that i want to go to his house to c him

but he refused

after he came back

he had a black eye..

i remember on that monday he came back to school

he walked me home

holdin hands together

that was actually sweet

whatever these r just memories...

some sweet memories

just like back when i was in WUHAN

we usually go out on FRIDAY AFTERNOON

more than half the class

but after i left 

i never go out with classmate anymore

though sometimes i may go out with my friends

just 1 or 2

never so much people, like more than 20

sometimes i was thinkin that maybe it is that changing a new place make me lock myself inside

but the time i feel the change is in high school

i don't wanna hide but he did change me a lot

i can say that he changed me a loti

n many ways

actually after these years i know that i grow up a lot

more mature than i was 15

i may think a lot before i do someting 

so much changed maybe that is the reason i can't make things go back

and i could tell that I AM HEAL!

all the pain is gone

for sure

what has left is only those sweet times we spent together

i won't expect to c him one day

maybe this is what called destiny

;)

what we ever had is enough

i won't deny everything

all i know is that i loved him