fuck spurs

i expect a home victory............

a 4-4 draw..

i have nothing to say

we can't lose point anymore

is it me who is disgusting or other person want to hide?

i try to figure out every assignments

when i met a difficult problem

when i don't know how to work it out...

i ask my classmate...

what they always said is that

i forgot

i don't remember

it's too long who remebers

i don' know u may ask xxx....

i am confusing

really

they should know how to slove those problems

or they can't have finished those assignments...

i think as a students we need to share our thoughts

but what's going wrong?

is it my problem?

ryan ross is sooooooooo adorable

where is the love?

i am really busy these days...

exams..

first it is partial differential equation

then statics...

then material of mechanics

maybe after that the exam about complex equations...

in december..

engineering drawing final exam which take up to 30%....

just wish me luck...

hope i pass all these exams....

god this is gonna kill me

i remember when i was in high school

i go to bed before 11pm

even if i haven't finish my assignments

but now

i stay up to 2 just to finish my assignments

....

i don't know what 2 say..

who really deserves to win FIFA's world player of the year?

POLL RESULTS

• Lionel Messi27%
• Cristiano Ronaldo44%
• Andrei Arshavin1%
• David Villa3%
• Cesc Fabregas10%
• Fernando Torres15%

it seems that many people think that ronaldo ...

actually

he was great last season

league champion

winner of UCL

I HATE HIM!

i wanna cry

i know that i am always jealous of others
i am not satisfies with the current states
i don't know
if i could get better
i wonder if i could really achieve something
all my life

i am thinking that i am off line
the line i drew 4 myself when i was young
i wanna make cosmetics
whatever
this dream is impossible now

choosing CIVIL ENGINEERING
means i gave up on bio-chemistry
gave up the thing i wanna do for a long time is not difficult
i know that CE can be fun
i know that learning is fun
BUT JUST ONE QUESTION

AM I REALLY HAPPY?

i am not sure
but one thing i could be sure is that i wanna a different life

over all these 18years
i don't know if i have ever been really serious.........

I know recently many things happened
i wonder if i could just get over them
but can u just stop a moment
listen to me
I'LL BARE MY SOUL

but the answer is that u never really listen....



no one really understands me
it is hard
i seldom show my deepest part

i don't know my life after all these tough years about being a student
can i really get what i want?
what i eager for?
what my life will be?

an indenpent woman or a housewife?




it is too late to apologize....






i am the only person who write and read this blog
whatever
this is a place for myself
i don't intend for anybody
just my life
i write
here
i don't expect anyone
really

and i know i could be a better person





Gil is right...

LIFE IS UNFAIR