Sunday, 31 August 2008


虽然我总觉得eric是不可替代的 但是,听过mordern minds and past times 之后 我也能理解为什么eric要离开 的确,5个人的音乐理念不同,很难再在一起合作 eric那时的c5多一点pop,少一点rock eric现在好像没有当初justin离开n sync之后那么红 现在的c5,我觉得脱胎换骨 kyle的到来,注入了新的元素 而且,kyle的声音,深沉很多 也很适合这种rock 嗷

Saturday, 23 August 2008

bla bla

People who workin’ day and night, slavin’ so hard and barely have time to catch one’s breath do that for 3 reasons. Either they crazy, or stupid, or tryin’ to forget.

The first time u fall in love, it changes ur life forever, and no matter how hard u try, the feelin’ never goes away. This girl u been tellin’ me avout was ur first love. And no matter what u do, she’ll stay with u forever.

In vain I try to forget him. Now I know the reason why he is unforgettable and I may give up.

Monday, 18 August 2008

finish reading the NOTEBOOK

Allie & Noah is amazing
But we are different

after 14 years they could still be together
like a legend
but i am not such a person

he may be a ghost for me all my life
like a shadow always there
but that is just it

he is not Mr right
definitely not
what i have to say
is that everything is over

I can't forget him but he is not that one
he is not

Thursday, 14 August 2008


so much feelings i get when hearing this song
it really makes cry

i still have some time that thinkin' about him
whatever the feeling is not that strong as before

all i know is that time will fade all that feelings away

sorry about being that cold when u still try 2 say hi or hello when seein' me
i really didnt know wat 2 do
those time the best way is just to avoid u
because seein' u keep me bleedin' inside

Monday, 11 August 2008

everything is different

now everything is changed
I dont know what 2 say
and i think that i have 2 do is just let go of everything
if im still thinkin' of those bullshit things about his coming back
im really stupid
coz that is in vain
he will never come back

why him?
just because he is my first love?

no way
i am not such a person
i mean i dont know why i care so much

come on
i've got a long life there for me
i have my own life
over and let it go away

Thursday, 7 August 2008

thinkin' so long... now i know that is the best result

If i could choose now
If he comes back for me
the answer is this

we can't go back...
and that break up 3 years ago
we can't get so far
everything has to be end sometime
It is just soooooooooooooo hard to achieve the word FOREVER
what we ever had is enough
I think both of us give each other what we could

whatever that is enough