I AM NOT FRIGHTENED

I am not frightened
I am not frightened of anything
The more I suffer, the more I love
Danger will only increase my love
It will sharpen it
It will give it spice
I will be the only angel u need
U will leave life even more beautiful than u entered it
heaven will take u back and look at u and say
only one thing can make a soul complete
and that thing is love
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i am still questioning myself have i ever loved someone
i still dont have the answer
once the feeling is so real
but suddenly it can be so unreal
i dont know if i am dreaming or not

but i am the faith in god
he will lead me to the right way
to the right life
to the right man
he is the light
he is the lord
he is always there
i know
he is

it's all about love

actually there was a time
i wanted to abandon this blog
because of some log in problems
but now seems everything's fine
so that's good
:D

back to the theme all about love
its all about love
everything
all about love

i watched the reader
let the right one in
all good films
really good
make ppl think
and make ppl cry
i cry when hanna is on court
and declared that she's gonna stay behind bars all her life
and michael read to her
every day every night
it's all about love
michael was very young

he was ashamed of the affair with Hanna
but Hanna was ashame of she couldnt read and write
what a shame
not every story ends up happy
a lot is some kinda tragedy
yet that's the truth of life
like tatanic
only few life story ends up like the notebook
snow white
it's like those are just novel
just story
just something we looking forward to
but in real life
these cant happen

just cant
probably i am shamed 2...
just all of what i had done when i was 15
it's a shame
a sweet shame
a sweet sin
but i need to walk out of that memory
i have a life
just need some more time
trust me
i can~

louis garrel!!!!

he is really hot~

really really really

it's killing me

i dont know what's going on
i still dont get the result of the interview
on the day of interview it was said that the students supposed to know the result at the beginning of Feb. but right now it's the end of Feb.
i was worried about it
Today, i heard people saying that the result wont come out till the end of Mar.

i dont know what's going on in HKU.
it was said that the head-master of the University is not very supportive of this program.
seems they wanna fail more ppl..
it was said that there're 30 place for us if every one qualified.

i try not to think about the result but i just cant help
what if i cant get the offer
that would definitely hard to accept.

Things are going bad

I don't know things are going bad. I don't know what to do and there's nothing i could do. All those supposes what if i can't ... What if i can't ... But the answer is that i really don't know. I kinda can't think. I kinda don't know what to think. But the future. The future i really expect to go there. What if my life was ruined. What if that is what god punish me for? Is it ture that they won't judge on the exam results to give one the offer? I don't know... If they look in to the exam score which is awful and i may be sure to know that i would be one out of the offer list... Honestly, i have worked hard but i don't know why i can't get high scores in exams. God it's killing me. Ok now i just want to ask god did i make a wrong choice? I've always believed you. There.s no way you gonna see my whole life ruined. I had a future before. You let me see it once. I believed in you. But why i can't see the future now? My lord please let me see the future. I trust you. You gotta help me with everything. PLEASE

I admire asimov

A great writer who has a great mind:-) give me hope to the world outside. The universe far away some where my life could be different. But i don't know.

got all the results of my grade of last term

i have to say that i sucked
drawing 66
i expected it could be this low
cos i only got B and C's for those assignments
anyway i didnt fail
should i just look the good point of this?

i ask god why did he let me suffer so much
he never answer me this
but anyway he has give me some hope
seriously
hope

i ought to be hopeful for them
at least i have hope to change everything...

honestly