got all the results of my grade of last term

i have to say that i sucked
drawing 66
i expected it could be this low
cos i only got B and C's for those assignments
anyway i didnt fail
should i just look the good point of this?

i ask god why did he let me suffer so much
he never answer me this
but anyway he has give me some hope
seriously
hope

i ought to be hopeful for them
at least i have hope to change everything...

honestly