it's killing me

i dont know what's going on
i still dont get the result of the interview
on the day of interview it was said that the students supposed to know the result at the beginning of Feb. but right now it's the end of Feb.
i was worried about it
Today, i heard people saying that the result wont come out till the end of Mar.

i dont know what's going on in HKU.
it was said that the head-master of the University is not very supportive of this program.
seems they wanna fail more ppl..
it was said that there're 30 place for us if every one qualified.

i try not to think about the result but i just cant help
what if i cant get the offer
that would definitely hard to accept.