I saw my diaries today

about him
the memories

between me and him
like something never end

I don't know how he feel now after so many days
I don't know how can we still go on without each other and in deed that is how these years go away
Time flies and I moved on without u my darling
sometimes I imagine if we didn't break up 3 years ago and how are we today?

and sometimes I think of him
somehow I can't forget him
that is something I never forget

But everything is over, right?
long time ago
whatever I don't need to
and I don't want to
everything is over
I am confused
god
what can I do?