always some fantasic things that attract me

go abroad is always what i want
US, Britain...
i always imagine if i went to London last year, what will i become



i really have no idea
after 2 years in college
i kinda lost myself in every way
i wanna what i could achieve
cos i am losing my faith
Civil Engineering is some thing i've never thought of 1 year ago
i still doubt if it is the right choice.
one year ago i was thinking about IC
now all my mind is about HKU...
MIT, Caltech, UC...
all seems so far...
i can't even dream about those anymore
where is the future?
i can't see one...
i still can't just get off those memories
like him.
like last year...
how come i become such a person?