and get on line
since blogger has been banned in mainland for so long
i haven no chance to log in and not to say blog
but speed on youtube twitter blogger is extremely fast
love it here
xx
Tuesday 9 June 2009
cant believe I'm here can find wireless
Posted by A at 6/09/2009 01:15:00 am 0 comments
Monday 20 April 2009
BRAVO i got the good news
waited 4 so long
finally
i could
saying goodbye to all the things here
I'M GOING TO HKU NEXT SEMESTER
BRAVO
I CANT WAIT
FOR THE NEXT 2 YEARS
a new life
baby
what can i say
i'm really getting closer to my dream
first if HK
then i'm going to UK
i'm coming to LONDON
for my Arsenal!!!
Posted by A at 4/20/2009 10:58:00 am 0 comments
Thursday 16 April 2009
at least i know what i want
it cant be more clear
if u ever come back and talk to me
i'm not sure about everything
but one thing i can be sure is that
we cant go back to before
we cant be together again
just suppose that
if this happen, which has a very small probability
the answer is no
i've changed
i moved on alone
all by my self
i used to get lost
i tried my best to stay him
he still said no
i know it is hard
but now there's nothing left there
only memory
the illusion of i love him
i'm sorry
but this aint gonna happen my baby
not even acquaintance
not even somebody i know
there's a time vortex between
millions of light years away
i let go already
baby
it's true
i have love you.
Posted by A at 4/16/2009 09:47:00 pm 0 comments
Labels: sweet memories
Tuesday 14 April 2009
I'm sorry i still keep my promises to you
i still keep my promises to you.
it's been almost 4years.
i dont know if i will ever c u again.
and i dont know how long can i keep my promises.
a few years more or forever.
i dreamed bout u last night
it's not the first time.
there are a lot before.
i've always think about u will come back to find me.
but u never.
i dont know where u are.
i wish to hear ur voice
i wish to c u face 2 face.
i never stop thinkin of u.
i just cant let go
I've tried so many times to forget about u
forget about us.
but i just cant
i just cant
but u wont
u r already gone
i may never c u again my love
but i really love u
it's true
i never lie
i wish to start all over again.
but it seems impossible.
sorry my love
my first love.
i still keep my promises to u.
Posted by A at 4/14/2009 10:52:00 am 1 comments
Labels: sweet dreams, sweet memories
Sunday 12 April 2009
finally come the easter special of DW
that's just a long wait
from last year's xmas to this easter
but finally
finally
finally
11th apr is coming
what can i say.
i'll watch it later
kinda busy these days.
----
some memory bout high school
but it's just a memory.
i'm all grown up now.
im 19
i know i cant forget but ive already moved on
time cant be reversed.
even though i may fall into a time vortex
but my mind cant be reversed.
that all
keep everything to the good memory is the best way
Posted by A at 4/12/2009 05:24:00 pm 0 comments
Labels: doctor, sweet memories
Thursday 9 April 2009
i dont like people judge me
mama called today...
she saw my essay..
and she said i should write some more reference
i dont know
i feel very unhappy
so i said byebye
i have to say that
the resource is limited
i have that 7 page essay
should be good enough
i really dont know
sometimes i think that i know
but the truth is that i dont like people judge me
i think i am always right
no
just forget that
i swim today
got some earache
i dont like life here
there's no water during days..
only after 6
theres water supply
sucks
i have no appetite
life sucks
really sucks...
Posted by A at 4/09/2009 06:48:00 pm 0 comments
Labels: boring life, unhapppy
Sunday 22 March 2009
i suddenly remember the dog i saw in summer 2006
it was i went to a damn place in that summer
just before the last year in high school
i was desperate
really desperate
but what can i do?
seems like no one else understand me
i can hardly eat
i can hardly speak anything
i dont think they were trying to help me
but that moment i saw a dog
i wasnt frightened at all
i looked into his eyes
i saw something there
like we knew each other long time ago
we just look at each other like that for several mintues
i saw sadness in his eyes
he was desperate
i dont know what to do
tears fill my eyes
Posted by A at 3/22/2009 10:47:00 pm 0 comments
Labels: thoughts