Sunday, 22 March 2009

i suddenly remember the dog i saw in summer 2006

it was i went to a damn place in that summer
just before the last year in high school
i was desperate
really desperate
but what can i do?

seems like no one else understand me
i can hardly eat
i can hardly speak anything
i dont think they were trying to help me

but that moment i saw a dog
i wasnt frightened at all
i looked into his eyes
i saw something there
like we knew each other long time ago
we just look at each other like that for several mintues

i saw sadness in his eyes
he was desperate
i dont know what to do
tears fill my eyes

Thursday, 12 March 2009


I am not frightened
I am not frightened of anything
The more I suffer, the more I love
Danger will only increase my love
It will sharpen it
It will give it spice
I will be the only angel u need
U will leave life even more beautiful than u entered it
heaven will take u back and look at u and say
only one thing can make a soul complete
and that thing is love

i am still questioning myself have i ever loved someone
i still dont have the answer
once the feeling is so real
but suddenly it can be so unreal
i dont know if i am dreaming or not

but i am the faith in god
he will lead me to the right way
to the right life
to the right man
he is the light
he is the lord
he is always there
i know
he is

Wednesday, 11 March 2009

it's all about love

actually there was a time
i wanted to abandon this blog
because of some log in problems
but now seems everything's fine
so that's good

back to the theme all about love
its all about love
all about love

i watched the reader
let the right one in
all good films
really good
make ppl think
and make ppl cry
i cry when hanna is on court
and declared that she's gonna stay behind bars all her life
and michael read to her
every day every night
it's all about love
michael was very young

he was ashamed of the affair with Hanna
but Hanna was ashame of she couldnt read and write
what a shame
not every story ends up happy
a lot is some kinda tragedy
yet that's the truth of life
like tatanic
only few life story ends up like the notebook
snow white
it's like those are just novel
just story
just something we looking forward to
but in real life
these cant happen

just cant
probably i am shamed 2...
just all of what i had done when i was 15
it's a shame
a sweet shame
a sweet sin
but i need to walk out of that memory
i have a life
just need some more time
trust me
i can~

Wednesday, 4 March 2009

louis garrel!!!!

he is really hot~