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Wednesday 25 February 2009

it's killing me

i dont know what's going on
i still dont get the result of the interview
on the day of interview it was said that the students supposed to know the result at the beginning of Feb. but right now it's the end of Feb.
i was worried about it
Today, i heard people saying that the result wont come out till the end of Mar.

i dont know what's going on in HKU.
it was said that the head-master of the University is not very supportive of this program.
seems they wanna fail more ppl..
it was said that there're 30 place for us if every one qualified.

i try not to think about the result but i just cant help
what if i cant get the offer
that would definitely hard to accept.

Things are going bad

I don't know things are going bad. I don't know what to do and there's nothing i could do. All those supposes what if i can't ... What if i can't ... But the answer is that i really don't know. I kinda can't think. I kinda don't know what to think. But the future. The future i really expect to go there. What if my life was ruined. What if that is what god punish me for? Is it ture that they won't judge on the exam results to give one the offer? I don't know... If they look in to the exam score which is awful and i may be sure to know that i would be one out of the offer list... Honestly, i have worked hard but i don't know why i can't get high scores in exams. God it's killing me. Ok now i just want to ask god did i make a wrong choice? I've always believed you. There.s no way you gonna see my whole life ruined. I had a future before. You let me see it once. I believed in you. But why i can't see the future now? My lord please let me see the future. I trust you. You gotta help me with everything. PLEASE

Monday 23 February 2009

I admire asimov

A great writer who has a great mind:-) give me hope to the world outside. The universe far away some where my life could be different. But i don't know.

Saturday 21 February 2009

got all the results of my grade of last term

i have to say that i sucked
drawing 66
i expected it could be this low
cos i only got B and C's for those assignments
anyway i didnt fail
should i just look the good point of this?

i ask god why did he let me suffer so much
he never answer me this
but anyway he has give me some hope
seriously
hope

i ought to be hopeful for them
at least i have hope to change everything...

honestly

Thursday 19 February 2009

still waiting...

the result of the interview
and whether i could go to HKU this Sept isnt 4 sure yet

panic...
i dont know what 2 do when i still dont get the result
i dont know what 2 do if i get the result
i dont know what 2 do if i was refused
......


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lily allen's new album is awesome
it's not me it's you

this yeat's trend is some mix with electrical
but i still cant add lily on myspace
that stupid last name is drivin me insane

Wednesday 11 February 2009

现在才发现,其实,我经常都是在做自己喜欢的

来广州之后,我说要学钢琴。。。
于是,从10岁开始
我开始学钢琴了

还有舞蹈
虽然,是妈妈送我去学的
不过后来是自己真的喜欢了

都是,喜欢的

以后,还是一样
要做自己喜欢的事情
和自己喜欢的人在一起
一直都不要变

Thursday 5 February 2009

不知道用什么语言来形容我的心情

乱。
我现在越来越喜欢KATY PERRY了。想起那时还说,她声音太粗了…不过,音乐是多种多样的…
总觉得有很多想写的,但却写不出来。
时间似乎过的很快。面试好像过了很久,其实只有半个月。
但我觉得是不久前才踏上火车,2000年1月20号。不知不觉9年了,真的是时间不等人啊。
似乎还是昨天,他牵着我的手,陪我回家,一转眼4年了。
一天,一天,一周一周,一月,一季,一年…时钟滴滴答答的走,不肯停止。一天一天过的好快,回过头,发现有些事情,真的是,不敢想…
停下来,转过头,看看,才发现身边曾经陪伴我的人不知所踪。是我走的太快,还是我转左,你转右了?于是我独自一人,望着前方,走出第一步,第二步…我还是回时不时回头,寻找你的身影。
我不知道我要什么,我真的需要一个DOCTOR…
我寻找着那个PERFECT的Mr.Right,那个会牵着我的手,在我想get away的时候,带我离开,到一个只有你,只有我的地方。能够听我说话,不会责备我,不管发生什么。
只是有时,我会迷失,不管怎么样,我知道,有人会在那里,等我,不管发生什么。