i expect a home victory............
Thursday, 30 October 2008
i try to figure out every assignments
i forgoti don't rememberit's too long who remebersi don' know u may ask xxx....
Tuesday, 28 October 2008
i am really busy these days...
Monday, 27 October 2008
i remember when i was in high school
Saturday, 25 October 2008
Friday, 24 October 2008
i know that i am always jealous of others
i am not satisfies with the current states
i don't know
if i could get better
i wonder if i could really achieve something
all my life
i am thinking that i am off line
the line i drew 4 myself when i was young
i wanna make cosmetics
this dream is impossible now
choosing CIVIL ENGINEERING
means i gave up on bio-chemistry
gave up the thing i wanna do for a long time is not difficult
i know that CE can be fun
i know that learning is fun
BUT JUST ONE QUESTION
AM I REALLY HAPPY?
i am not sure
but one thing i could be sure is that i wanna a different life
over all these 18years
i don't know if i have ever been really serious.........
I know recently many things happened
i wonder if i could just get over them
but can u just stop a moment
listen to me
I'LL BARE MY SOUL
but the answer is that u never really listen....
no one really understands me
it is hard
i seldom show my deepest part
i don't know my life after all these tough years about being a student
can i really get what i want?
what i eager for?
what my life will be?
an indenpent woman or a housewife?
it is too late to apologize....
i am the only person who write and read this blog
this is a place for myself
i don't intend for anybody
just my life
i don't expect anyone
and i know i could be a better person
Gil is right...
LIFE IS UNFAIR
Monday, 20 October 2008
Sunday, 19 October 2008
mom and I talked about BOYFRIEND today
i was afraid to lose the game again
Saturday, 18 October 2008
i know it is hard to say anything more
THERE IS NO WAY FATHER WON'T INTERVENE MY RELATIONSHIP
Friday, 17 October 2008
i don't have to finish any homework tonight
Thursday, 16 October 2008
tears in my eyes...
prayers for my lovely teacher
i miss u....
Arsenal midfielder Cesc Fabregas regrets the departure of Alexander Hleb and Mathieu Flamini, as he feels The Gunners are lacking experience.
The Gunners’ maestro reckons his squad is short on numbers following the departure of major players, and he even claims the team have been forced to change the way they play.
The Spaniard is also missing playmaker Tomas Rosicky, who is still sidelined through injury.
“We have a short squad and we are very young,” Fabregas told a press conference. “Behind me Denilson and [Alexandre] Song play, and they are 20. [Theo] Walcott is 19 and [Samir] Nasri is 21.
“Can you imagine I’m the oldest midfielder? Winning will be tough for us because we are not experienced.
“Last season I scored a lot because I had [Tomas] Rosicky, and [Mathieu] Flamini who used to run all over the pitch.
“[Alexander] Hleb as well, who is like my brother. They have gone now and I feel weird. We are more conservative and strong, but with less touches.”
European champion Fabregas is an admirer of Arsene Wenger and has explained why the Frenchman is not into making big money signings.
He added: “Arsene Wenger has crystal clears ideas, there aren’t two like him. He doesn’t want to spend money as he prefers to trust youngsters.
“His idea is that Walcott can’t develop if you sign Cristiano [Ronaldo].”
The midfielder has compared Arsenal’s and Spain’s tactics, and even if he understands his status is much more important under Arsene Wenger, Fabregas remains a patient player when he wears the national jersey.
“To me it (not being an automatic starter for his country) is not an issue because I’m aware I’m young,” he added. “I play differently and must adapt.
“I’m not an attacker that plays with his back to goal because I haven’t got the body neither the agility to do it.
“I need to watch what’s happening because I’m not quick neither agile. I rely on my passes and my vision.
“Nowadays we play in 5-4-1 with Spain and at Arsenal it’s always 4-4-2. At Arsenal I can move, do what I think I must do. The gaffer doesn’t make me to do anything. I feel free.
“With Spain it is different, you touch the ball, make lots of controls. There (in England) it’s more about counter attacks and going as quickly as possible in front of the goal.
“I know who I am. I notice a change when I’m with Spain but it’s normal - I don’t play (in La Liga) and people don’t see me. I am 21 and have so much to learn.
“I feel so important in England, but you should remain humble when you play football.”
Fabregas was then asked about his opinion over foreign investment in The Premier League, and he said: “This hasn’t happened to Arsenal. But it’s like a hobby to them, like a toy.
“When they don’t like it they change it.”
Fabregas scored a last-second equaliser during the 1-1 draw at Sunderland but claims he is not good at headers.
“It’s rare because I’m used to scoring set pieces including corners, and I’m not good at headers. But I’d like to improve because a midfielder that can head the ball is more efficient.
“Most of all I must improve defensively. I always want to attack, to score, to deliver, it’s my dream.”
i miss them 2..
we could do it this season...
in arsene i trust
Wednesday, 15 October 2008
when mom mention the word BOYFRIEND to me.
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
he's so cute
Saturday, 11 October 2008
international game this week...............
Friday, 10 October 2008
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Thursday, 9 October 2008
i love u!!
Tuesday, 7 October 2008
Saturday, 4 October 2008
Wednesday, 1 October 2008
thousands of thoughts...